OPEN

Everywhere I look, there you are, wandering in my mind. I don’t know if I’ll ever see you again. I think of the times we spent together — all the laughter we shared and all the times we argued with each other. We walk in different directions as we try to find our way back. We love each other, but we never seem to get it right. Why is that? What are we doing? It doesn’t seem to be going anywhere. Everything is just staying the same. We love each other, but there is something missing between us. We don’t seem to see it at all or perhaps we choose not to see it. Is this even love? Or is it something else we can’t put our finger on? We have walked the same miles and yet we still seem lost. We don’t want to give up on each other. But, what are we doing? We smile and we cry together. We fear letting go of one another as we walk our own way. We can’t go on this way. Do we walk away without regrets or do we hold on to them? I can’t go on this way anymore. There is no place where we can hide. How long do we continue to try? How far are we willing to go? None of us want to face the truth. We want to live in a lie like so many others do. I don’t want to continue lying to myself or to you. We deserve happiness and true love. We need to open our eyes and see the reality of our love. You made me feel. You made me see the reality of it all. I can not go on this way any longer. I want to fly. I want to shine. I want to breathe. Please…let’s close this chapter of our love for it has reached the end of our story. Continue walking away. Continue going forward — just move on.